Assalammualaikum Amirah ,
it's kind of sad for me to know that you yourself, sometimes, refuse to do solat. Yes there were days where I won't complete my 5 tasks.
Amirah, dear, if you refuse to solat because you did something bad before praying then it would be even better if you go and take wudhu' and solat.
If you think that you are not worthy to pray to Allah because you're a sinner. Then you should know that Allah love HIS slaves who sins and repent.
There were times where I thought that asking for forgiveness is a waste of time because I know I'm going to repeat it again and I know I'm not sincere. Somehow or rather I would always question myself whether HE is tired of forgiving me but alhamdulillah Allah is never tired, never.
To even think that HE would get tired is wrong because I've underestimate him. Humans may get tired of one another but Allah would never get tired of you from repenting until the day of resurrection comes.
So amirah, please go and solat. Even when you've done 'IT' again just go and solat. Even when you know that you are not sincerely praying to HIM. Just solat. Even after you've done and you don't know what to ask for. Just go and solat.
Just go and solat amirah and believe that after performing it, your day would go on well. Yeah, something might go wrong and someone might test your patience but if you could defeat the syaitaan to solat and sujood in front of Allah than you could get through every problems and you shall face them with bravery, patience and without the slightest thought of giving up.
If only everyone could see the beauty in solat they would never missed it. =(
So pray now amirah or pay for your sins later in hell.
Tuesday
A new life (?)
Assalammualaikum,
hahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahaha
(have this girl gone crazy or what?)
lol no lah.
It's just that today, Allah suddenly opened up my heart to install blogger in my phone as I felt like continue writing things out instead of putting them all in a bottle and ensconce it in my heart so that it could eat me up.
But what I found is all the published entries from my 13-14 year old self.
I just can't stop laughing. Omg!! Hahaha the next photographer?! What is with all these-literally- edited picture (though I have to admit they are pretty nice) and all those whiny posts about puppy love and boys and how ugly you are and friends. (I save them as draft because it is too embarrasing)
Bahahahahahahaha
Dear Allah, if you let me travel to my past, all I want to do is to give my 13-14 year old self a high five.
It is because you, my dear-whiny desperate for love and boys attention- prefer to call herself ugly- girl, I've become more confident and less desperate for boys today.
Alhamdulillah, I am happy now ^^, I feel like I am pretty now and the only attention that I'm craving for is Allah. Though there were times I waver from my real attention to live in this world, Alhamdulillah, He never failed to guide me back to Him.
Dear 13-14 years old Nur Amirah Adriana, I wish I could tell you that life is so beautiful when you put Allah first. You could really appreciate yourself easily. All the flaws and all your perfections.
I forgive you, my dear younger version, for your desperation to cling to this dunya, for your clumsiness, your whines and those photos of you exposing you aurat and not wearing the right attire. =} (deleted!)
You've done mistakes that InsyaAllah I'll never repeat. You've made bad choices that have thought me how to choose wisely and all those times you've called yourself stupid and ugly... I forgive those times too.
Now you should know, my dear, that you've grown to be a wonderful, smart, tall, and cute/pretty girl. Still a bit clumsy and sometimes thoughtless but insyaAllah she will change just like how you changed. For the better.
You've done a great job Mira Driana. Now its TIW2SBC to take over the steering wheel.
Assalammualaikum ^^
hahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahaha
(have this girl gone crazy or what?)
lol no lah.
It's just that today, Allah suddenly opened up my heart to install blogger in my phone as I felt like continue writing things out instead of putting them all in a bottle and ensconce it in my heart so that it could eat me up.
But what I found is all the published entries from my 13-14 year old self.
I just can't stop laughing. Omg!! Hahaha the next photographer?! What is with all these-literally- edited picture (though I have to admit they are pretty nice) and all those whiny posts about puppy love and boys and how ugly you are and friends. (I save them as draft because it is too embarrasing)
Bahahahahahahaha
Dear Allah, if you let me travel to my past, all I want to do is to give my 13-14 year old self a high five.
It is because you, my dear-whiny desperate for love and boys attention- prefer to call herself ugly- girl, I've become more confident and less desperate for boys today.
Alhamdulillah, I am happy now ^^, I feel like I am pretty now and the only attention that I'm craving for is Allah. Though there were times I waver from my real attention to live in this world, Alhamdulillah, He never failed to guide me back to Him.
Dear 13-14 years old Nur Amirah Adriana, I wish I could tell you that life is so beautiful when you put Allah first. You could really appreciate yourself easily. All the flaws and all your perfections.
I forgive you, my dear younger version, for your desperation to cling to this dunya, for your clumsiness, your whines and those photos of you exposing you aurat and not wearing the right attire. =} (deleted!)
You've done mistakes that InsyaAllah I'll never repeat. You've made bad choices that have thought me how to choose wisely and all those times you've called yourself stupid and ugly... I forgive those times too.
Now you should know, my dear, that you've grown to be a wonderful, smart, tall, and cute/pretty girl. Still a bit clumsy and sometimes thoughtless but insyaAllah she will change just like how you changed. For the better.
You've done a great job Mira Driana. Now its TIW2SBC to take over the steering wheel.
Assalammualaikum ^^
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