Tuesday

The straight Fs in Addmath

Rant:
Aku ni tergolong dlm pelajar yg tk de harapan lulus addmath HAHAHA sebab dari peperiksaan pertama form 4 aku dh gagal. Terukkan? Mungkin bagi korang normallah tu fail tapi bagi aku benda ni mcm memalukan jugaklah sbb ramai je kwn aku atleast lulus addmath ujian 1. Ada jugak dpt B+ or A.
Dan kegagalan aku dlm addmath continue continue continue smpai ujian 2 form 5. YES. No matter how many times I burned the midnight oil for addmath.. Masuk je exam hall...blank.
Then again no matter how many times I failed addmath I could still find a reason to not give up on it. Pernah skali dpt 38 (Ujian 2 form 4) aku dh pikir "woaa lagi 2 markah je lulus" next exam turun 29 pastu gelak, gelak evil, aku jegil mata dkt kertas addmath aku tu pastu aku kata "next exam I'm gonna beat your ass". (tapi fail jugak utk akhir tahun form 4)
Percayalah waktu form 5 around nak masuk ujian ke-2 baru aku master quadratic equations and functions. Yup. Baru phm indices nk wat cmne, solutions of triangles and blablabla tapi fail jugak. hahaha Yet I still believed that I'll ditch F one day. Slps bbrp kali nangis dkt Tuhan, doa doa doa alhamdulillah (praise to God) HE gave me the most awesome Addmath teachers ever (school and tuition) they only came before trial SPM.
Finally, finally, finally after constant fails and optimistic thoughts that one day I'll slay addmath... I obtained a C+ in my trial. Waktu tu mcm FUYOOOOHHH aku igt D tapi C lah brader ada + pulak tuh dn nangis, nangis gembira. Unfortunately SPM tk dpt A (lets blame it on soalan KBAT) tpi dpt B+ ;) praise to GOD. So yeah moral of the story: no one fails forever and if you fail once or twice or thrice or sevenrice hihi its okay just keep telling yourself you are gonna kick that F's butt the next time. ;)
(Aku dh kata panjang gile yo)
(Kenapa aku selalu start dgn BM tapi akhiri dgn B.I lol)