Thursday

Impian sebenar- METEOROLOGIST

8/05/15
insyaAllah bulan depan, tarikh 21 aku akan mula pengajian aku dekat UniKL dalam bidang Chemical Engineering Technology Bio Process. Sape2 yang dengar mestilah mcm fiuyoooo panjang giler nama course tu, engineer! technology! chemistry! wow 3 in 1. ceh takdelah semuaorg. haha

jadi sebelum aku mula pengajian aku... haha aku saja je nk luahkan atau cerita dekat korang impian aku yang sebenar.

Impian aku yang sebenar-benarnya adalah untuk menjadi ahli meteorologist, a fancy name untuk pengkaji cuaca/atmosfera. Tak silap aku ada beberapa class, satu sains atmosfera, kedua sains oseanografi dan ketiga geofizik. Aku nak join pack sains atmosfera. Aku nak belajar pasal langit, awan, misteri disebalik bentuk-bentuk awan itu, aliran angin monsoon dan mempunyai ability untuk bagitau orang "HARI NI AKAN HUJAN HOI! JANGAN SIDAI BAJU!" :D

Lol mira, macam mana kau boleh tetiba minat dengan langit pulak? 

Well,.. waktu tu aku form 5 dan baru je balik dari sekolah dan otw ada jam, aku lihat diluar tingkap kereta dan aku nampak satu view yang masyaAllah sangat... i mean TERLAMPAU cantik.

 Imagine clouds, enormous clumps of white cotton candy clouds just dangling lazily on the sky, imagine the clouds looks so fluffy on top yet it looks like it sits flat on a floor of invisibility, and the sky... masyaAllah the sky SO BLUE, SO VAST AND IT TOOK MY BREATH AWAY. Somehow I was fan-girling in my seat just by this view and I was like "OMG cantiknya langit ma, cantiknya ma. Ma tengok tu ma cantiknya!!!" and my mom was like "baik engkau kata MasyaAllah ataupun subhanAllah dari jerit camtu." (Yes terlampau cantik sampai aku kena describe dalam B.I) 

Yes, I did. I did dhikr in the passenger sit, just staring at the view in front of me and a few seconds later I was crying. I was crying because HIS creation is just too beautiful. Too beautiful that I admit I'm ugly if we are going to compare me with the lovely sky. Anyway, I've fallen in love with His creation but this time it was not a man and if you actually payed attention to me during form 5... you'd realize that this girl is always looking up at the sky as she walked to the morning assembly. Lepas itu, muka dia terus nampak refresh dan awak akan nampak dia senyum dengan riang (almost everytimelah)

Jadi, apa yang engkau akan buat bila engkau ada crush? Engkau nak belajar pasal crush engkau, stalk fb crush engkau, tangkap gmbr crush engkau and so on. Itulah apa yang aku buat. Aku tangkap gambar langit, aku akan tengok langit bila aku berada dibawahnya dan senyum mcm org gila apabila melihat keindahan ciptaan Tuhan. Kemudian aku ada keinginan untuk belajar and shout out to Nat Geo, you've helped me hook up with the word Meteorologist. 

:)

:')

Sadly, God has other plans for me as He made me realize through certain events that this dream of mine... may not cut out for me. Yeah, I guess so. I would probably end up in the mental institution because I've gone mad with the high rising heat waves statistic throughout the years and constantly make up theories as to when this earth will end. I might even commit suicide. I am going overboard. Okay chill out mira. 

Even though I won't get the chance to pursue this dream of mine, I'm fine. Though I did cry out of disappointment it won't stop me from trying my best in Bio Process. The only reason I'm accepting Bio Process is because of one word: Chemistry. Alhamdulillah, I have chemistry with Chemistry ;) I think I can pull it off. 

Would this be hard for me. Yes. Would I give up? Hope not. Whatever it is, I know... I'm sure Allah's plan is better than mine and insyaAllah HE'll help me to get through this :)

R.I.P METEOROLOGIST

onward with the new dream!

Epic fail: I used to spell Meteorologist as Meterologist, because my brain cannot accept the fact that there is the word Meteor in Meteorologist and yet we are not learning anything about Meteors.